Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Stayed home from school. i slept at 4:50am waiting for my mother to come home to cut my hair. she took so loooooooooog. woke up in the morning and feel so sick and very tried so just just forget about school and slept to make myself happy.
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I feel Sick. my body aches. my teeth hurts. i feel cold all the time but im perspiring.
im very very tired and i dont know why. i cant sleep. whats wrong with me.
i hate myself now.
i hate my attitude.
i have such terrible regrets.
i shouldn't have done it.
its time to Suck It Up.
its time to move on once again.
change once again just to feel accepted.
i need to start paying attention in class and manage my time.
stop spending unnecessary. i wanna prove to people what i can achieve.
i dont wanna let anyone down. i dont like to see the disappointing faces looking at me.
i will be a better Dinnie. no shit excuses. i can do this, just give me time.
and im sorry to those i disappoint. forgive me.
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
switched off my hp the whole day. i just wanted to be alone. im all stressed up with whats happening in the house and with everything else around me.
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
