Monday, August 2, 2010
why are you still angry?
written on
Monday, August 02, 2010
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Of course i miss you. i miss waiting for your calls every night.
i would stare at my phone, waiting, just waiting for it to ring with your name on it.
i miss the time where you were there to talk to me till i fall asleep, i miss the time where you were there for my to talk when im angry or sad. i miss hearing you talk to yourself and giggle while watching you tv shows. i miss hearing your voice, i miss hearing you cry.
i miss the days when im sick, you would be there for me. you would skip school for me and accompany me to the clinic. i miss feeling the care and concern from you. i miss you worrying for me. i miss you asking me to take care and eat my meds and asking me to rest and sleep early.
i miss going out with you everyday. i miss the movies that we had watch. you always let me watch my movies even though you wasnt interested. i miss holding you in the movies. i miss looking at you laugh in the movie as the light hit your face. i miss you laying you head on my if there was a romantic scene. i miss you looking at me. i miss eating popcorns and nachos and share the drinks, although i would finish it before the movie starts.
i miss going shopping with you. i miss you finding the clothes i like and asking me to trying it out even though i cant afford it. i miss going through crowded places and i would have a had to pull through. i miss reaching out for your hand because i didnt feel right walking without you. i miss holding your hand.
when im angry, i miss you trying to make me smile. when im sad, i miss your tight hugs. and i miss kissing your forehead.
at the end of the day, i miss thinking of you , thinking of what we are going to do tomorrow. even if we argued i know everything is going to be alright. i just know.
You are my everything, and you are still.
I miss you, and i know my mistakes.
I believe this is better for the both of us.
its a part of life and we have to learn to grow and move on.
I missed everything about you but it is the little things that you do that made me love you in the first place and it is the only thing that i wont let go.
written on
Sunday, August 01, 2010
