Tuesday, June 30, 2009
I feel Sick. my body aches. my teeth hurts. i feel cold all the time but im perspiring.
im very very tired and i dont know why. i cant sleep. whats wrong with me.
i hate myself now.
i hate my attitude.
i have such terrible regrets.
i shouldn't have done it.
its time to Suck It Up.
its time to move on once again.
change once again just to feel accepted.
i need to start paying attention in class and manage my time.
stop spending unnecessary. i wanna prove to people what i can achieve.
i dont wanna let anyone down. i dont like to see the disappointing faces looking at me.
i will be a better Dinnie. no shit excuses. i can do this, just give me time.
and im sorry to those i disappoint. forgive me.
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
